random writing.

The come down while going up
Stuck and don’t give a fuck
I’ve been moving while sitting still
Trying to, just let loose
Time staring to act like noose
Loose sits bands on my life
Yet can’t cut through them with knife
Life wanting what you can’t have
Bands hold you back but that’s all you have
Falling so fast with nothing at all
Appall at reality with withdraw
Recall false memories severing
Remembering everything
Leveraging tension up spines like shivers
Quivers like arrows spreading lies like fibbers  
Trigger hair pin striking like lightning
Fighting for life while surviving
Striving while depriving soul
Coal burns dim with no hole
Suffocation from lazy habits
Bits by bit falling from goal
Whole no longer sought at full
Fool, joy entwined reality is from the mind
Behind sits everything unkind
Blind is to never find
Mind on both sides
Tides abide with pride on either side
Understanding now goal being accomplished
Lazy abolished, life now I polish