MalaprOptimism

Toss out on the raw Divine dissent,
Dissemination and offense unheard of yet
That's glossolalia with Tourette's.

Playful to put my pain on hold
I stay full of reigns and self-control
Inner wealth sold, cards I was dealt folded
Every part of me self-molded

To the coldest I bowed, to the boldest route I stay devout
Grew up too proud to live strictly as I was allowed
So now I give all, go all out
Rolling loud, that's my only holy vow

Learn from every ounce within and everything I had to do without
Before I turn a shroud I'll use
Every bit of talent, all the shit and every challenge
Balance it all as the chips fall

Divine plea, extraneous indeed,
Simultaneous release as I burn out!
Spit firelicks extolled never choke
Fit every riddle, invoked into smoke signals!

Original one within, synonym to Original Sin
Scorched when we were new under the sun
Learned to be wary and see about heresy
With a forked tongue.

Raising my stature past the crust of my roll
Gabbing with you builds vernacular muscle
Laughing and learning words like
Crepuscular

Idea salad, vast sea is my pallet, set it free don't grab it
But every reverie I must gab it!
No lecture, just effortless letters improv sparked off mere conjecture!
Evolve a song like solving mah jong while sheeple play checkers

Jest off a flow, tragic classics resewn to regrow
Like Inspector Clouseau meets Dr. Moreau
Yearn to evolve and grow
Learn fast, interred slow

You discern all that shows
Burn through hollows
With smirking eyes that could make statues
Turn and follow

I never meant to steal your thoughts or even borrow
But I can feel so much of your sorrow
The best laid plans of yesterday's stands
Is to let the span be handled tomorrow!