Would it matter?

Would it matter if I go?
Would it matter if I stay?
No one even pays attention as the tears roll down my face.
As the tears fall I sit and wonder if I even have a place in this world.
A true reason to stay.
Would it matter to you if I stay or go?
Do you see past all the blocks I put up and see the pain i'm really in?
A person can only stay but so strong for so long.
I don't want to say my last night was spent in tears,
but its time I put myself first and I choose this.
I choose to no longer be in pain.
I choose to no longer cry in vain.
I choose to be seen for who I am on the inside.
I choose to be free,
and if that means that it's time for me to go....
then let it be.
Let me be me.