Don't even see her

Time is no friend of mine
You are all grown up now
St ageing down the hill now not quite over it
My life has had no meaning
Felt so fucking lost and cold
Been seeing this future foretold
Addiction ever calling whispering
In the ears of my sorrow
Nothing is promised not even tomorrow
I look in the eyes of the face in the mirror
And where have I gone
I don't even see her
I'm so differant to my eyes now
I've lost my confidence some how