my kind of madness

Lurking and hiding
making himself known  
Only and always when I was all alone

Certain fear was instilled on purpose
knowing I have always been weak
He was the only one that made me a freak

Even though his version was the one I tried to make disappear
For I was the only he held dear
This is his sadness and yet its my madness

Once he left, his scars were too deep to be healed
That first taste of him, was all that needed to be revealed
Masterful madness crocheted into my mind

His webs have been spun
My mind has come undone
I once fell fiercely in love...