Heartfelt Feelings

And I still feel like
Like an absolute beginner
Like a man whose found himself lost
In the scary woods of words or phrases
Not sure just what to say
Only knowing it must be said
Or my soul will suffer
And my mind will pale
Into some empty place filled with shadows
And the monsters of stories that should have been told
Just to empty my soul of them
To write them on electric paper
And have them say something at the end
What that is I’m still not sure
I’m just an absolute beginner
And the beginning is the end