Juneau

I waked in a world with not a gush of wind
And I look at them all, always, always so disciplined
Words I can't spill out, fear is such a strain
When my blue blood yearns pain...

     I want, and I long,
     I relish in my wrong,
     I lust by instinct,
     Fantasy, reality, much too indistinct
     So I'll fly over the ice, to cool the volcano
     And spend another night in Juneau.

Tell me that I'm loved, I mustn't believe you
For I'd break and scatter if it should be untrue ;
Let your arms carve in me the words I cannot hear,
And just hold me tighter when down fall my tears.

     I want, and I long,
     I relish in my wrong,
     I sin by instinct,
     Fantay, reality, my lust is indistinct
     So I'll fly over the ice, and drown my inferno,
     And spend another night in Juneau.

I can't tell you how deeply, how much it hurts
Not to touch you, not to feel your strength
Holding me, no need for sound ;
Holding me, pinning me down...

     I want what is wrong,
     I relish in this song,
     Pathetic by instinct,
     Fantasy, reality, sins are indistinct
     So I'll fly over the ice, where am I going though ?
     Spend yet another night in Juneau !

     I want, and I long,
     But I fade in the throng,
     Transparent by instinct,
     Fantasy, reality, my true nature's indistinct
     I'll drown in icy water when feelings overflow,
     And serve for a lifetime in Juneau !
     A lifetime in Juneau...