...Hopless and Scared...

Im tired of being the girl who everyone expects me to be!

Smiling so joyfully when deep down im hurting on the inside!

I cry each night..hoping nobody can hear me as i pray to help those whom have hurt me..

..My Father...

..My Mother..

..My two Brothers..

Of course the day i fear is when you sense my silent please for help

Yet i deny it so i dont seem as a bothersome little girl

Let the grown ups worry about their problems and let me face mine alone..

Alone as i have always been to face my own fears and Anxiety...

I just wish these thoughts of mine would end soon...

Dreaming to find a solution to this hopless charade of happiness that looms over me...