Let's Hang Out

How did my life get to where it is?
I never used to be that girl.
I would have never dreamed of doing what I did.

It's my fault. All my fault.
Every 'lets hang out'. It's my fault.
I am the one that kissed him.
And when he started kissing me back... I didn't tell him to stop.

He has a girlfriend. She treats him like shit but that doesn't matter.
He is taken. And I fucked it up.

Fuck. What the fuck is wrong with me??
Everytime I see him I want him. I crave his lips. His touch. His chest against mine. Skin against skin.
But she looks at him. With desire. With care. With hope.

All while he is fucking me.