Dear Dad

   Dear dad..
I cant find the right the right words to say
I cant explain how you slayed my heart many ways

  How could you leave without looking back
You left me in a world with no light its all black

  You know nothing bout me or what I've been through
You also don't know that your apart of my depression to

  You once said smile so the pain will go away
You fucking bastard why didn't you stay?!

  Was is that easy to walk away?!
Did I tell you I have a close friend? His names the blade

  I've never talked about you to anyone
They don't realize that not having you leaves me stunned

  Dear dad..
Did you hear
You could slit my throat and I wouldn't care

  Dear dad..
Cant you see
I've lost a lot of blood I watched myself bleed

  Dear dad..
I'm nothing but trapped
Remember the days you cared & I sat on your lap

  Dear dad..
I'm missing you
Are the stories that I've been told true

  Dear dad..
Please stay don't leave
You haven't finished watching me bleed

  Dear dad..
Did you know I'm dead
You could have came to my silent funeral.. but you had another daughter instead