LOVE STRUCKED

I'm holding steady holding but to what I constantly ask myself back & forth back & forth losing my health living to die tryna see eye to eye
shyt it's a vision I just can't see yeah I know love ain't perfect so I try to let it be yet dha trust!!! The trust??? Shattered dreams & broken pieces of us
Shyt tell me are you happy??? Truly are you happy??? or it just a bad joke hidden on the wrapper of the  laffy taffy ain't like we having conversation's just faking it thru substances blacked out & numb on vacations now everything has changed tryna be the man of the house however right now its outa my range why it gotta be so compicated so complicated when we talk....... COMPLICATED faded to hatred this I know yet my love so strong I just can't let go
Funny how since day one you've been hard to find now as the record spins all I wanna do is rewind to prevent a new strand of grey every time the song repeat while the heart skip a beat fallinf hard to the concrete
Sad to say still I choose this life still wanting to claim you as my wife fuck being sprung call it a desperate love one that I don't even give the man above fuck my pride I've lost my soul knowing all is broken but its all I know I've made it whole