Bitter sweet yet sour affection

Sometimes i feel your embrace.I still remember every moment.
When you would prance with grace.
I still wish we didnt part ways.
As i still want to feel your face;
as we kiss,the smell of your skin.
The way you looked into my eyes,your love for me akin,true and evident.
Despite telling you lies;
to avoid your embrace and your caress reason being someone else had access to my thoughts.

Damn me! damn her!.fooled me. she did.
I should have dodged her bullet.I should have ducked her fangs.
But you,love,I thank.
You i regard,for never could i have tasted a woman's womanly confines.
You forever i shall remember.....