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They dont care
It starts off slow...
The pain yanno?
No warning or a sign
Its just suddenly you realize your not even close to fine
Chest becomes heavier with each & every breath
Damn! Lord How much longer till death?
They promised that this... This type of pain will heal
But who are they to say that.. They have no idea how it feels
Thoughts race and a broken heart still pumps
Where is this dark cloud coming from?
She's lost in a dark world with no love or home
The screams in the back of her head won't leave her alone..
Is it wrong to love the clean slice of a razor
Just like a cold beer it lends a special favor
Blood flows down the arm.. Liquid thick & red
Stuck remembering all the things they said
Liar
Cheater
Attention seeker
Waste of space
Worthless disgrace
Useless bitch
Big mistake
Fathers mistake
Mothers guilt
Unloved useless piece of shit
She will never be okay so stop telling her she will
She will never make it! Thats not the demons deal
Don't tell her that she's starving just to be like the rest
You don't know what its like to eat & have the biggest regret
Don't tell her its gonna be ok when its not
"Take that gun put it to your damn head! Take the shot"
Dont tell her that what he did is all in her head
Where you there when he FUCKING LAYED IN HER BED!
Don't tell her that what they did wasn't rape
She still can't go into the woods till this day
Are you that fucking dumb or just a blind cunt
Your no different you stay trying to put up a front
Tired of life she can't go on
This girl that forces this smile is no longer "strong"
Do you still believe that everything she said was fake
Even though her nightmares are even through the day?
Do you believe that she doesn't have the guts to take her life
Not that it really matters because she was no longer alive
She holds the bottle of pills and says all she needs is someone to act like they want her to stay
But her own family laughed at her and said "if you died we'd be better off that way"
With just one swallow it all goes down
A couple more seconds later there's a loud thud & she hits the ground
The pain yanno?
No warning or a sign
Its just suddenly you realize your not even close to fine
Chest becomes heavier with each & every breath
Damn! Lord How much longer till death?
They promised that this... This type of pain will heal
But who are they to say that.. They have no idea how it feels
Thoughts race and a broken heart still pumps
Where is this dark cloud coming from?
She's lost in a dark world with no love or home
The screams in the back of her head won't leave her alone..
Is it wrong to love the clean slice of a razor
Just like a cold beer it lends a special favor
Blood flows down the arm.. Liquid thick & red
Stuck remembering all the things they said
Liar
Cheater
Attention seeker
Waste of space
Worthless disgrace
Useless bitch
Big mistake
Fathers mistake
Mothers guilt
Unloved useless piece of shit
She will never be okay so stop telling her she will
She will never make it! Thats not the demons deal
Don't tell her that she's starving just to be like the rest
You don't know what its like to eat & have the biggest regret
Don't tell her its gonna be ok when its not
"Take that gun put it to your damn head! Take the shot"
Dont tell her that what he did is all in her head
Where you there when he FUCKING LAYED IN HER BED!
Don't tell her that what they did wasn't rape
She still can't go into the woods till this day
Are you that fucking dumb or just a blind cunt
Your no different you stay trying to put up a front
Tired of life she can't go on
This girl that forces this smile is no longer "strong"
Do you still believe that everything she said was fake
Even though her nightmares are even through the day?
Do you believe that she doesn't have the guts to take her life
Not that it really matters because she was no longer alive
She holds the bottle of pills and says all she needs is someone to act like they want her to stay
But her own family laughed at her and said "if you died we'd be better off that way"
With just one swallow it all goes down
A couple more seconds later there's a loud thud & she hits the ground
Published 12th Jul 2015
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12th Jul 2015 12:46pm
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12th Jul 2015 4:43pm
17th Aug 2015 1:24am
my mother admitted she knew about my sister when confronted 5min. Later said my memories were planted by my doctors. How did she explain her own actions of buying and selling me? I have nightmares of navy blues, dark purples & crimson reds. They fill me with an unholy terror! My doctor's explain, before speech certain colors like mine, are associated with feelings and actions before I could speak. I write about it in "fallen angels" so I know my abuse began around birth. No will apologize or admit what they have done. At least in my life. My mother& sister are dead, and I'm glad, at least in2 are gone
