Love Again

Fuck.
I did it again.
I didn't mean to
Don't know how it began .
Was it the ..
Way that you smiled at me
Like I was the only girl in this world?
The way you held me close.
As I laid by your side
Next to you.
On your chest
I heard your heart beat.
Mine raced for you.
I held you closer
You were my clarity.
My sanity my gravity
Something always brought me back to you
It never took long.
I fell in love with you
Unintentional
Accidental
Coincidental ?
I'm sorry
So sorry
fuck
I fell again
And again
You weren't there to catch me
Your mind is a puzzle that needs to be unscrambled
A maze that needs straightening
A chart that needs answers.
Let me fill it.
If ya want
Don't put up a fight
Cause honestly...
I don't wanna be here if I can't be with you..
Tonight .