Almost Love

Who ever said it's impossible to miss what you never had... Never almost had you . .
The times we almost shared
The love that was almost , yet never there
We kissed , we hugged , but only what ifs what what never was...
What could've should've would've beens
Was.. The results of our almost love..
Almost , not quite fully there
Your heart was here
But mind elsewhere
damn.
But she caught your eyes .
With the curves of her smile and waist
All the way down to her thighs.
You were trapped.
I had a girl crush. A jealous rush. On the girl I never was, and couldn't become.
a nice ass and pretty face caught your eyes
But that was just it.
Your mind was there
But your heart here
You tried to deviate your feelings due to fears for something great .
Greater than one Can imagine , a bond that wouldnt break.
Yet you never tried.
So you can't relate .
To a love you almost had but didn't
Could now be too late ?