life is life

Life is life
But its alright.
thats what I remind myself all the time in my mind.
Although they say time is an illusion and life is a confusion
And god knows im slowly losing..
My hope.
My hope for this generation,
So many situations I am facing
But ill make it through,
I suppose.
Reality is nobody really knows.
Am I dying to live or living to die?
I dont know why they claim im a great guy and yet diss me when they kiss me and ride to the other side.
Real dont recognize real
Anymore and thats foreal.
Im just feeling so lost in this life.
Y'all aint concerned on what you can learn from us good people that yearn
For a good loving.
That pray and yearn for a love to talk about.
that pray and yearn for that thing thats worth something.
For a love that burns with sensation,  im saying
I dont understand why you walk from whats good for you,
Im praying..
I can withstand all the bull shit that life brings
Too many times have I fell and not worry bouta thing.
But now im steady thinking about these things.
And I just wanna shout.
Lord I just wanna sing.
I just want a brand new life,
Im sick of all the people around that are buzzing just to sting.
What kind of world am I in?
These females just clown me.
Never take me serious,
Im running,
Away from all of this
Shes the one that gave the kiss,
And I dont mind the diss
But the second that im gone ill be the one thats missed.
Truth is,
Im tired of all this shit.
Tired of all this pain
All the shame.
All the negativity around me that affects my brain..
No one's gonna change.
Like some dollar bills.
Man I just try to chill and do my thing.
Ease my mind with sess when im stressed because life sure is a mess.
People dont see me for who I am.
And in fact I am a man.
Trying to do whats right for my life but sometimes I know that I,
Just dont know what to do.
Sometimes I dont know what to think.
So everyday I reach out to you.
In hopes things can rearrange.