please stop

Please don’t play with me
Im still in love with you
Isn’t it plain to see
After all the pain you put me through
I still go back to you
There is no reason or rhyme
This isn’t love
It’s a crime
Because you stole my heart
When you kicked me out of your life
I was always thinking of you
I gave you the knife
Now its in my back
Please just end my life
Compassion you lack
You thought I was fine
I was faking it for you
You passed the line
When you lied about loving me too
Im got lost in your eyes
And could see through your lies
I was your shoulder to cry on
You’re the queen
And im the pawn
After months of being gone
Out of the blue you apologize
Do you want me to say its okay
Because its not
I hurt every day
Was that in your plot?
Did you ever care
Or was I your toy
Would you notice if I wasn’t there
I no longer give you joy
Is that why you dropped me
Don’t feel bad
Now im finally free
Im no longer sad
Im numb
Isn’t it funny
How you made me look so dumb
Hurting me time and time again
Was it fun
Now your back again
Do I have  the strength to run
My heart is withered and torn
Please tell me your done
You’re a rose with a thorn
Do you think I wanna cry
It isn’t fun
Did you know I wonna die
But I don’t have a gun
My mind is fucked
Its all dark
My life sucked
it’s a hellish park
do you understand how my tragedy starts
its because of you
do you understand all the parts
they involve you
I thought that it was all done
Looks like I was wrong
I no longer want  to call you hun
This has gone on for far to long
I quit
if your just gonna play with me
Im done with your shit