W h e r e.  i s.  t h e.  L o v e . . ?

I always feel upset when i find others going well with their parents and when it comes to me, they can't really accept my sexuality or the way of my individuality. They oppress all that i am so i guess i stay in the closet.. Locked away with the only emotions i have ever felt... Pain and distrust.. I wish to speak to them now how i feel and about who i feel i love.. But they would only disown me like my father once did.. It took so many months to gain back his trust.. I felt so pained, have i never  felt so broken.. i should have never told him of my ex.. I've never felt this way as i do right now.. I cant accept myself as much as i used to.. Maybe theres not much love surrounding me.. As i felt the need it should be...Where is the Love.. When i need it most..?