Carry the weight

I carry the weight like Atlas because I got a chip on my shoulder
Women are sirens mesmerizing with their appearance
How many men did they drag into deep waters?
My ambition of love is a fire that is slowly extinguishing
Sometimes I am reminiscing to the time before I was losing my illusion
of love romance and partnership, a woman with which I could conquer the world
I put all my desperation in a cup and drunk it until my eyes were closed and I fall asleep
In my dream I saw Morpheus I said “sleep is the cousin of death so make me sleep forever because I don´t want to live no more”
He said  ”Everything was meant to be. Don´t worry because you will meet your destiny”
When I woke up I realized that now all women have the gaze of Medusa , my heart turns to stone
Only feeling loneliness and emptiness but I take the boulder and move to the top like Sisyphus