as the blood drips

as the blood drips
slowly from my wrists
I realize I’m someone
no one would ever miss
so why not just finish the job
right here
right now
when they find me
they’ll all feel bad
for treating me like shit
but right now
I don’t want to
think about it
I just want to concentrate
on letting my blood seep out
from my wrists
all I want now
is for this to come to an end
so I can just forget their faces
so I can forget their bullshit
so I can forget their names
all I want now is to leave
this god forsaken place
and find the darkness
its where I belong anyways
where I've found my comfort
where I've cried myself to sleep
so let me just find the darkness
and be happy