Nothing Left

I never said I was good,
I never said I could.
I have lied to you,
But it was the only option I knew.
I lost your trust,
All for your bust.
I have never been so stupid,
I have never been a friend of Cupid.
It was my biggest mistake,
And now forever my heart must ache.
I now forever alone,
never to forget what I’ve done.
You were my everything,
If only I could at least have something.
I am done with all of the hating,
I am better off living with Satan.