Impossible...

As I stood with my heart pounding in my hand,
And a lump in my throat.
I asked her if this could somehow be.
She said to me,
And what if this were to be?
Once you have me,
You may no longer want me.
The feelings you’ve had for me all these years,
They may... Just, leave...
What If I’m make believe?
What if I’m not what you think?
And what if I am.
What happens if this happens?
If I dare to take you to the other side,
We can never go back.
And would you then be satisfied?
And what would we do,  if what we had fell apart?
We could never go back.
And what if I’ve felt the same way all these years…
What if I’ve never felt for you at all?
Would you still love me?
Adore and worship me?
Maybe this is all in your head,
Maybe you watch to many movies.
What if you knew how this would turn out,
If we were to be, would you always want to be?
Will I always be the girl you need?
The one in your dreams.
See I know you’re scared to even touch me.
I see it in your eyes when we meet,
I can see your hands start to shake.
I can see you think the world of me, even though you don’t know all of me.
The only thing you know,
Is that you love me.
Even though you’ll probably never tell me…
Therefore,
How could we ever be?