Baby

Note before I start... Talking about my friend as she goes through this...

Woke up one morning
Feeling sick and queasy
Tried to eat some food
Couldn't keep it down
Looked down
And thought what the hell?!

I never looked at my body once
Only knew it was thick yet slim
Played tons of sports
And always had a game going

But now that I'm looking down
I know I can't play anymore
A baby bump
There before me
Wow was that such a mistake
Yet maybe just a little blessing

As my time goes by
I keep wondering what will happen
Will I be a good mother?
Or will I mess up like mine?

I'm scared and alone
The dad left me before I knew
My friends ignore me except a few
I'm so alone now

My mother will kill me
My stepfather will hate me
Just for what's growing inside me
As hormones kick in
I can't keep a straight face.