beneath the ground poetry

As I

Lie in bed

I think of death

I think of how it'd be
Better instead

I feel like there is nothing

Else to ease my pain

I feel like I am mortal and I'm
Gonna go insane

Why am I even
Trying anymore?

I am so lost in confusion
I just wanna sore

Away

And die
Say
Goodbye

Leave you to
Wonder

"What could I have done to make him stay?"

Nothing nothing

I don't want to be around

Just please fucking
Bury me
six feet underground

Let my poems
Be
my only sound

Cause I'd rather
Lay
Six fucking feet
Beneath the ground