Hurts to breathe knowing i cant speak..

Yet again im woken to the thought of being alone

Being alone with no one to talk to

I feel bad to speak up to them

But my words get caught it my throat

I wish to speak with old friends

But i feel like when i left..thats where it had ended

She must not want to speak with me

A very good friend of mine

Its only silence between us..

I'd rather have little awkward silences

Than to not speak with her or anyone at all

The only people i have left is family

Not other than the fact that all they do is critique me

Making fun of everything i do and say

I just wish i could speak with someone

And Make the pain go away...