Clearly

I use to be able to see the sun clearly
Free spirited little girl playing and laughing
A moment in time when I didn't care
Not realizing the trials that are coming my way
I heard the chuckles and seen the stares
Then I started to understand what they see
A lonely weird abnormal thing masked over me
I felt this ache that caused darkness to come
It was always there though I did not know
Planted deep down like a seed to grow
Though this is not beautiful & required no sun
I feel the blackness crawl in me
Taking over the deepest parts of my soul
I hear my inner cries trying to escape
Asking to be released from the grip that has tighten all over
It won't let me go to be free
It wants my company
Years have past and yet I'm still a prisoner
I'm still here behind these bars that confined me in this solitude
Just waiting for the day when once again I can see the sun so clearly