Destroyed from within

My mind can’t think anymore, it’s so blinded from life,
My body is numbed; everything hurts inside,
My eyes are exhausted from all black tears I shed,
My veins are burning as my wrist cry tears in red,
My lungs hurt every time it’s really hard to breath,
My heart is all scarred it don’t even beat,
My feet are just bleeding because all I do is run,
My back is all burn because I can’t face the sun,
My throat hurt so much because all I do is scream,
My voice is losing itself, I can’t even speak,
My chest hurts inside because my soul is pounding,
My inside is dark I’m slowly suffocating inside of me,
My soul cries every night for love it aches,
My shadow is slowly fading away,
My days are gloomy; there is no sun shine,
My nights are so cold, curled in my corner I hide,
My minutes go slowly, every second I feel pain,
My hours are dark, all I feel is rain,
My windows are damp because all I do is “sigh”,
My bed is all soaked because all I do is cry,
My mirrors are shattered because I can’t see myself,
My walls have holes and scratches because I live in hell,
My prayers are unanswered except in my dreams,
My dreams get shattered by reality,
My one wish will be to burn me to ashes completely,
My gravesite to you will be, you staring into deep black sea,