Once again? Old Friend?

I Feel it welling up inside of me...
It is aching to be released..
So I think I will answer it.

As I take this blade
And slid it across my wrists
It is a pain so wonderful
It makes everything else okay.

As I make one more cut
For all my problems
I leave no more room
For the next few days
At least until  these ones heal.

I hate the reasons
For these cuts
But I can't
Seem to stop them
From tearing me down
And making me feel worse.

I guess I should just
End it all right now
And be done with it all
That would make everyone happier
Right? If I were gone.
I'm leaving don't worry
.....Bye