Your gone

Your gone
Is it true
You finally did it

...... Why
How could you leave me
In this God forsaken place

I went to your funeral today
And you looked so peaceful
In your coffin

But we all saw it
We saw now how you did it
Did it start the usual way
On your wrists

Then you got to thinking
"I really don't belong here"
And moved the razor blade to your neck
And Make that final cut

You looked beautiful in your dress
And I kept thinking
"She's beautiful but she would never wear that"

And I chuckled at what you would say
If you saw yourself Wearing that white dress
And those laughs quickly turned to tears

I miss you
I loved you
No I still love you

I found your note
Stuffed inside your makeup bag
I read it

"Dear XXXXXX
If your reading this I'm gone
I love you

But this world is not for me
It hurts more everyday I'm here
You understand

Tell my family I hate them
And my dad to go fuck himself
For what he did to me

I running out of paper
XXXXXX..... Don't forget me
Love, XXXXXX"

Don't worry
I won't