Demon dreamin

Demon Dreamin
Laying here thinking fuck this, to much time awakes wen my mind starts playin and I fuckin hate it.
Just close my eyes and go to sleep, yeah right, if it was that fuckjng easy it wouldn't faze me, I tried counting sheep but the fuckers just chase me, it's like my brains stuck in this feeding frenzy, fuck this shit, it's fucking crazy.
Why does my brain gotta be so active, y can't it be like the rest of my body and just be bone fuckin lazy.
Dumb arse head I'm in bed you've already been fed now let me sleep just like a baby or I'll give you a fatal fucking lullaby just to spite me "oh" you don't think I will, I dare you just fuckin try me.
I feel like a mental patient rocking in the corner screaming "when will they come and fucking save me" I wanna believe I wanna be part of it but I'm not that far gone yet I'm only partly retarded.
I can't remember when the nightmares started but I think it was that one night I slept and dreamt my arse cheeks were parted then probed and violated. That would explain the pain the next day when I tried to shit but was fucking constipated.
The Prophecy said that they will come but it said fuck all about probing my bum.
Maybe the Prophecy was just just scribbled dribble from another patient who was fucking munted, rambling about things he seen and he called them aliens. Cause I'm starting to believe that what I did see and this stays between you and me is that what I had confronted lived inside my head and when they wanted to be fed I simply mistook his aliens for my own fucking demons.
Fuck. I just woke up I must of been Dreamin it was only my imagination
Fuck Bocca I must of been wasted I only wish that from note book to phone that I could copy and paste it.