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SKULL
I live inside my skull
Due to the erosion
Of my connection
To other people
And their hatred
Ignorance and stupidity
Humanity has pissed
So often on its chips
All I can smell is urine
And a whiff of Spam
I am done with people
Their need to kick
Their need to hate
Their need to hurt
And their need to kill
They are not allowed
Inside my skull
Ever.
I live inside my skull
Due to the erosion
Of the physical body
Mobility is, to say the
Least, fucking difficult
Constant burning pain
Electrical jolt shots
Intermittent claudication
That’s no longer intermittent
Dreamy sleep deprivation
Pain when moving
Pain when not moving
Pain when standing
Pain when sitting
The physical body
Has surrendered
And remains only
To torture
I must sever the
Connection between
The physical and
Inside my skull
Soon.
Due to the erosion
Of my connection
To other people
And their hatred
Ignorance and stupidity
Humanity has pissed
So often on its chips
All I can smell is urine
And a whiff of Spam
I am done with people
Their need to kick
Their need to hate
Their need to hurt
And their need to kill
They are not allowed
Inside my skull
Ever.
I live inside my skull
Due to the erosion
Of the physical body
Mobility is, to say the
Least, fucking difficult
Constant burning pain
Electrical jolt shots
Intermittent claudication
That’s no longer intermittent
Dreamy sleep deprivation
Pain when moving
Pain when not moving
Pain when standing
Pain when sitting
The physical body
Has surrendered
And remains only
To torture
I must sever the
Connection between
The physical and
Inside my skull
Soon.
Published 2nd Apr 2015
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3rd Apr 2015 00:28am
Very intense! I'm moving in that direction as my body breaks down one day at a time. Sometimes I don't even want to live in my own mind for the loneliness. I can't control it so I do the best I can. I know I have fewer years left to live than I have already had and the time I do have will be in a declining orbit. Then I look around and see how inhumane humanity really is. Hatred spews from the mouths and weapons of every place on Earth and I know we are not worthy of this world. If God doesn't bring the end of days, we surely will, one way or another... jj
3rd Apr 2015 5:57pm
probably intense because it was so very personal. - a deep reflection on my current state. :-(
Its my mind and inside my mind that keep me chugging along, sure i consider suicide about once a week, but then I view suicide as an act of heroism that takes a huge amount of courage ( excluding the mentally ill). I don't have that kind of courage
:-)
Its my mind and inside my mind that keep me chugging along, sure i consider suicide about once a week, but then I view suicide as an act of heroism that takes a huge amount of courage ( excluding the mentally ill). I don't have that kind of courage
:-)
3rd Apr 2015 1:54am
3rd Apr 2015 5:52pm
LOL - could never hold that against you - human fans are so hard to find and keep - apart from the twelve or so I have buried in my cellar :-)
3rd Apr 2015 7:24am
Living in your skull is all you can do sometimes... but I also think that being trapped in there can equally have its problems. Really good write, enjoyed. :)
3rd Apr 2015 5:50pm
being trapped in this manner would not be good I expect - as you sat, sometimes its all you can do and sometimes its a choice :-)
I am glad you enjoyed it :-)
I am glad you enjoyed it :-)
