Just a thought

Walk with me down this path
on a trail of agury i will take you
to a place where mind beats in mechanical madness
i am free yet untrue to hands that fed me
the demons within speaks and tells a tale of two

love sprung lads journeys through sands of time
hand in hand they sang and laughed
i watched only to realise, it was me and a long lost love forgotten and dead

the stories to a dream i am willing to share
the answers to this riddle i will carefully make bare
seek not bliss nor comfort from words i speak
for everything i say will be used against you soon

i hold no friend or ally close
call me an island, i do match the description
i have murdered most in my head
carefully placing them in graves dug from thoughts unseen
i am sick and not too sane
words i mix to carefully make a rhyme
i can't tell if this makes sense, for i still and won't say it does

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