nothing

when i look at myself what do i see?
i see a beautiful young lady,
smart,
experienced.

i see a little girl,
who has grown up way to fast
seen to many things
wishing it would all go away, clutching her stuffed bunny

i see someone who is happy
a wonderful sister
parents who love her
friends

but then i look closer,
into my eyes
darkness
a breaking soul

i see someone who has nothing
has noone
because those friends
that family

they don't really care