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Maybe I'm apologizing
Your just not recognizing
I'm done it's over it's gone
I do everything so very wrong  
But the more I think the more I know
My life is over it's time to go
No more pain and agony
I hurt myself where you can't see
I'm sorry to who ever knew me
But it's time to hit the sky
I may be here tomorrow
Just planning my goodbye
Pills guns or maybe jump
The school is surely tall enough
It's ok I'd go any way
I'm just sad it's not today
I hate you all but love you now
Knowing I'm not here for long
It's done it's over no more wrong