Damaged

To late.
I have inhaled your toxins
Poisoned my own lungs
With this coldness of your heart
Hoping that with each breath I could purify your soul with my undying love
Seems I have been wrong
Again
Your change was only temporary
Trust thrown away as if it were a cigarette ash out a car window.
How could you?
How could you be so cruel?
I expected to much.
Assumed to quickly.
Voluntarily put myself into this position.
Thinking to myself
Oh darling, what were you thinking?
How could you be so dumb
Hopelessly lost in the idea of love
Falling victim once again
Feeling as if i am a wounded animal being hunted
Lurking for an escape
But it is all too late now
For I am damaged
Poisoned by the idea of you
Strangled by all of my emotions
I lay here restless
In a state of denial
Oh what could have been