My sinister secret

You occupy that dark space within my mind,
the small corner of sinister immoral feelings that bring me such pleasure and joy.

I know nothing of what it takes to be with you,
unyet I die every night from never holding you.

Please just listen to my sweet surrender of love and know that I am here because of you,
I write because of you and I will die, because of you.

My love, my world, my sinister secret.