life is crazy

Crazy
I used to call you pretty lady
It was our first time
I remember that night you were my baby
Almost had my baby
But it got lost without a trace
I recollect the look on your face
All the love we made..
Damn all the love we made.
I must say it was great.
Loving you and waking up next to you
On many many days.
But still there was the bad.
Dont talk to me!!
That was me
You made me mad
But yet you did the same
In the end we both are here to blame.
And yea it is a shame
That we ended the way we ended
It feels like it wasnt real
It was just a game
But ive been thinking and the truth has been sinking
Into my brain
And I wonder now if you feel the same.
I helped you get through that eating disorder
Your whole mental mind state was out of order
But I dealt with the pain and tears
So many nights I feared
And now?
Seems like your mind's all cleared.
I'll always remember you.
I mean shit how would I ever forget.
I was immature at first, but youre not in my regrets.
Now I just hope your new man takes care of you
Because god knows I cared for you
Sacrificed alot of my life for you.
Kind of changed your life
Thats the truth
And im not gonna lie
Maybe sometimes I do miss you..
Damn remember the first night that I kissed you?
At ihop.
Oh my god
Memories playing right now like I have rewind on
It has been so long
We did each other so wrong.
Where ever you are and where ever you go
I hope you know that we were to young to know...
Any better...