My Last Poem... (trigger warning)

I am ending it all tonight.
No I am not lying.
If I happen to be saved before midnight,
Then I will stay.
Nobody cares.
Nobody looks me in the eye and helps me.
Nobody ever stays.
No one will see me tomorrow.
No one will miss me.
This is the end.
I have already planned it.
I have all the stuff.
No one cares enough to stop me.
So this is
Goodbye.
Goodbye cruel world.
Goodbye "family"
Goodbye "friends"
I hope you all are happy.
No one stayed long enough to
See the signs.
Don't try and stop me because
It will not work.
The pills have been counted.
The razor is hiding and waiting for when I return.
The cigarette is going to be lit for the last time.
Left the note on the desk.
I will see you all sometime.
Goodbye forever.