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We sail on the weapons of our words
waiting to detonate the space between us
in a collision of fury and lust and loathing
the reasons adrenalized
by the self-destruction we seek
I like to imagine you as a video game villain
heartless and without mercy
while I’m praying for a forfeit in this war
we’ve waged against ourselves
but we’re not wired that way
our hit points don’t end ones and zeros
and restarts
when the game is over
my words hurting you more than
your lips will show
No self-imposed discipline
of wordless isolation
ever saved us
from the wounds we carved
into each other’s skins
indelible memories for another time
and place where sorry isn’t hollow
and meaningless and misplaced
You’ve always had the knack
of illuminating the devil in me
and without you I am nothing
I am no one
I am a ghost of sin that could be
and I chase you like a glorious death
for the ages
the apocalyptic iris in your eyes
a calling card to my destruction
that I crave with the conviction of a junkie
looking for heaven in a fix
as I wait to die
© Indie Adams 2015
waiting to detonate the space between us
in a collision of fury and lust and loathing
the reasons adrenalized
by the self-destruction we seek
I like to imagine you as a video game villain
heartless and without mercy
while I’m praying for a forfeit in this war
we’ve waged against ourselves
but we’re not wired that way
our hit points don’t end ones and zeros
and restarts
when the game is over
my words hurting you more than
your lips will show
No self-imposed discipline
of wordless isolation
ever saved us
from the wounds we carved
into each other’s skins
indelible memories for another time
and place where sorry isn’t hollow
and meaningless and misplaced
You’ve always had the knack
of illuminating the devil in me
and without you I am nothing
I am no one
I am a ghost of sin that could be
and I chase you like a glorious death
for the ages
the apocalyptic iris in your eyes
a calling card to my destruction
that I crave with the conviction of a junkie
looking for heaven in a fix
as I wait to die
© Indie Adams 2015
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