Help Me

Heavy breathing
Blood flowing
Death approaching
Reaching for Deaths embrace
Running from the Light
Deaths embrace is your embrace
You've been waiting
  for me
Help me
Help me
The Light is gaining on me
Help me
Help me
Take my hand please
Don't let go
Hold me tight
Away from the light
I feel pain
NO...
There bringing me back without you
Your face is so near
My only fear is losing you again
I blink I'm looking at the ceiling of my bathroom
People poking, proding.
My wrists are red,
  sore.
I see my sister crying
  blood on her hands.
My mother glaring,
  my father pained.
Your not there,
  your hand is not in mine.
Your warm arms aren't encircling me.
Your gone Jeremy.
At least for now.