"Alwayz  Phukkin'  Up"

The new year and i done fucked up.
Yall know me by many names,but better known as Larry j the big fuck up.

Every relationship i been in.....fucked up.
Every job i had..................fucked up.

Everything gets all fucked up when it comes to my sorry ass.
Every job i've had,never could i make it last.
Now here i am.Here is a man.
A man that will not take much more of this fucked world.
A man who loves to rave 'n' rant,rant 'n' rave.
Alwayz gotta misbehave.
I think i have stomach cancer,i can feel my insides knott.
Cancer makin' from the inside out just a rott.
So much abdominal pain.
So much i can't take this.
Too lazy to walk 20 steps to the restroom,so into a soda bottle i take many a piss.
Everyday all day with Larry j,ya wanna know what's up.
What's up is that i'm alwayz phukkin' up.
Sadness has made me into what i am.

It's funny how fast things change in life.
It's funny that anybody would wanna be my wife.
Someone such as myself that ain't worth a squirt of piss.
Someone who will never in this life amount to shit.
I know that my deceased family have got to be disgusted with my sorry ass.
Bad attitude is why no relationship or job will ever last.

That's why i'm alwayz singin'....
Kill me pillz.
Kill me pillz.
Take away my pain Mr. pillz.
Love my pillz,wish they'd take me home.

Had so many God given opportunities and i just burned them down.
Lately,i've been feeling like my times runnin' out.

Got this job God blessed me with 7 months ago and i've already started burning it down.
Why Lord?
why do i allow this to happen?
Job down,so i'm down.