idk random having bad day

i know you know me
because i know you
i watch you
i listen to you
i talk to you
but you still
act like you don't know me
i love you
i think about you
but you hate me
but you loved me
then changed your mind
then you see the blood i shed
you "love" me again
i heal
you leave
i cry
you laugh
crimison red pours
you bounce back?
not this time
i think about you
i still love you
but now
i'm hating you
but you
of all people
dont care
so neither do i
i loved you
i thought about you
i talked to you
but now
you are nothing