Into The Abyss

If I go, I take you with me.
Only to push you back in the arms of the one you love.
Because if I go, I don't want you to see me.
See me cry as I fall into darkness below.
As I fall, I'll watch you weeping.
Words you never said stuck to your lips.
If I go, oh if I go,
you'll be the only one I want to know.
Words you never meant stuck to you lips
like a deadly kiss.
As I slip into the abyss.

 If I go, I take you with me.
Only to push back into the arms of the one you loved.
Because if I go, I want to see you.
See you safe and sad and blaming everyone.
As I fall, I will keep laughing.
Laughing so you'll never see my tears.
Words I wish I'd said fall from my lips.
As I slip into the abyss.
 
 If I go, you won't be with me.
You'll be a million miles away with the one you loved.
If I go, I won't be fighting.
Fighting anything but myself.
For letting you slip away to someone else.
If I go, I'll just quietly slip away.
No you won't miss.
If I go, you'll never know.
As i slip into the abyss.