love over pride

Feels like you are tearing my heart out

In ways I can't describe, no matter how hard I try,

But yet I am addicted to the feeling

and I keep running back in order to survive

You are the drug and I am the lost mind

I live off the feeling I get when I look in your eyes

But this pain is disguised by my pride

It's not easy to hide how empty i am

inside

without you,

but ill sacrifice my feelings for a few moments of happiness

with you

Together again, so I can finally feel whole

Finally feel more than nothing but bitter emptiness alone