Haqqy Dayz

 Laughter is too well hidden for me to hear
Friendship blindly got lost on its way here
Hope is too far away for me to ably catch
Caring like the dead has been dispatched
Faith is blackness and is no where to be seen
Joy has been turned off and I can’t reconvene
Rapture for me is nothing but ruptured and dog eared
Bliss was kissed some time ago and disappeared
Pleasure disintegrated after you left; now all is pain
Delight is Fry’s covered in chocolate not a finer feeling
Ecstasy is like recently spilled blood slowly congealing
Love is a stranger never an engager at least not anymore
Happiness a distant memory needing at least a generous encore

Morbidity is my cross to bear
Friend list equals zero
Sadness my best friend
I wish now for nothing
I believe in nothing
I bathe in my own tears
Pain is my own kindness
Guilt is my medal off honnor
However;
I was right to kill you,
It’s the only thing that now makes me smile;
externally