My Darkest Sleep.

Icy breath Cold fear, angered whispers. Every dark corner of my room tells a dark and unsatisfying painful story.
Looking to the corners of the blackened walls they seemed
to go on forever. My soul grows tired, slowly i drift off into endless sleep... cradled by the darkness as everything fades my dreams now become reality.
Upon opening my eyes ..a small glimmer of light floating in front of me.
Grasping the pathetic light in the hopes existence would return
yet as i wish it, sadly it isn't a dream it's reality in it's darkest form..pale
black skin angry grey eyes ..such a creature but yet it is me.
Seeing my reflection in the pale glowing light my heart suffers a heavy blow. I am thrust'ed to the ground as the chains of anger and rage bind me.
No more tears remain only blood..as the blood runs down my face it stains and burns as it collects at my chin..one flawless blood filled tear falls to the embers on the ground and burns a hole into my very sanity.
The pain grows i turn my gaze to the darkened sky i cannot see my darkened walls anymore for which i long for..the only things that gaze back..the disappointing eyes of my own death angels ..half angel, half demon, half corrupted man.
Such isolation as there eyes widen their mouths gape open to fill the black ash tainted air with an ear piercing scream.. the chains of anger and rage that bind me grow even tighter.
As anger blinds me and rage clouds my comprehension..my chest caves in my breath stood silent, i cant move everything fades. The life begins to leave my body i shall except death not with fear but with no choice.
Falling to the ground my eyes catch a simple glimpse of would could have been..i do not deserve such a beautiful glimpse..as my thoughts are ripped from my mind and dance along with the ash filled breeze this world is now pregnant with the memories and thoughts of what could be or what could have been.
Finally i give in, death comes upon swift wings, But yet again my four beautiful darkened walls how i longed for you.