my smile still stays on

It's been one of those days.
Where the happiness fades.
I feel like I'm going insane.
I just can't take the pain.
I feel my body inflame.
Wish it would all go away.

I feel myself falling
Into an abyss of despair.
Its like im suffocating.
Running out of air.

Inside my heart is breaking.
My makeup may be flaking.
But my smile still stays on