Wet  Dreams

I cry myself to sleep
on these bloodstained sheets
My tears mix with the blood
coloring my nightmares
I dream of suicide
of finnaly doing it right
I dream of a different world
one where people cared
if i lived or died
A smile shapes my cold lips
as the tears finnaly dry
My demons are finnaly silenced
my blood and tears
have quenched their thirst
I sleep peacefully tonight
for me it's a first