if only...

I'm not going to put the light on
I prefer the silence of this darkness
I walk tiptoe
Don't run away
Just pretend you've come to see me
As I pretend you are here again waiting for me.
My kind listener
If only you knew what's happened
Since you left me
I mean since you can't respond to me
Because you're still present
In the corner of that quiet room
That you have never left