Pain and Secrets

 Your addiction only hurts me.
You get higher than the clouds.
Pretending life doesn't exist.
Killing the life inside me.
I'm only a kid reaching for love.
Crying for you two to finally realize what you are doing.
Hating on the life your putting me through.
Trying to make the best of it.
Fighting for my happiness back.
Pretending nothing hurts,
When in reality it has slowly killed me.
It took every ounce of happiness I had and sunk it away.
It will take years to rescue it all back.
And to save what's left inside.
That's the secret life I live.